Diva off! It’s either you or I stepped down from that pole or neither one will be standing...lately I’d been wrapped by the feeling of overthrown or is it just hormone that boost at this time of age, and you know what, I just can’t figure it for myself!
Or maybe it’s right to have such feeling, because I noticed that one moment that I was thinking, and one moment that I blinked twice...which, that couldn’t be a bad sign, right? Even worst, hope it’s not a bad omen. I’d been struggling to keep myself in one piece, I mean with all of the dramas as my daily supplement, and facts that “I bite too much than I can chew” as a wakeup calls. Everything is not all right for me, -- I don’t really in a circle of friends, and I know at all time I’m not the favourite on the menu, includes by the end of this year, higher possibility that I’m contributing much percentage to the unemployment rates. Well, this is not the thing that normal person will put in their wish lists, right? I mean what can be better when you secure a job, with demanding pay off, living it like New York styles, and laughing at everyone’s dirty laundries?
Yes, at this age it’s devastating and pulling me off to drown... I’m not expecting that you’ll understand enough what I’d been through for the past of five years of my life after graduating. Top of my wish lists is to just secure a juicy career, promising growth...personal growth, and many growths.
As I’m writing, I’m employed with contract which I just can’t foresee where the trail leads will. I’m writing out of my frustration, and I promise this is not to vent for channelling feelings, but hey, this one inspired me, at least!
Okay, I might feel relief for a little for while without taking any pills prescribe for joy, so I guess I call the night a day off! So I’ll write when I feel to write and I found something interesting to write about.
We might be individual, distinguish regardless our unique thumbprints, therefore we do still have something in common despites of physical appearance, culture, preferences, and one thing for sure that the most commonest things that we share on this world, is s.e.c.r.e.t!!
Xoxo...Danielle Assiaticca
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